It is not a disease!

Started crying, tears down the cheek, a gasp of oxygen, lungs crying for some breathe, neuronal connections messsed up, transducing electric current throughout the body.

As much as I can gather from my memory. This was the second time I have been through this phase in my life. The only way out was to talk but my inner self did not let me do that. The only person I could think of was u, could not reach you and the conclusion of the whole phase was the decision to dissociate myself from this world. I recalled you complaining that u are not part of my world but my failure to make u realise that rather u are my world.

The only person I could talk, who understands me is a mirage now….

After several months of saving this phase as a draft I can write that maybe it’s important to go though it. To come our smarter, stronger and way more acceptable to the real world shit.

Hugs to you all who have gone through this phase or anything of similar kind.